just take your time, wherever you go.

my brother got married on Saturday. was a beautiful wedding, and I think I want to be a wedding planner. I saw my sister at work that day, becaue planning events is exactly what she does for a living. tak sia-sia mak hantar pergi university.

so this is it. they're away on their honeymoon for a week, we had a last meal together on Sunday night. all 10 of us. I still can't believe they're married- it just feels like a very long engagement.

feels like a lot of things've changed. my favourite and only brother is married, my sister is no longer my roommate, and I, after 20 years, finally have a room to call my own. I'd like to call it a friendly room, because I want people to come visit me, and feel comfortable in a place I decorated myself. I am proud.

yet somehow maybe nothing really has changed. I met Ah Hui on Monday for dinner, and we were as predictable as we were in junior college. honestly, I can't be more thankful that she's a constant in my life. later on this afternoon I'm meeting my buttalkers- been a while since I last saw them. somehow I'm nervous for our meeting, because to me I'm still the same but maybe they see someone else.

two songs to describe the past week- Jason Mraz's I'm Yours and Bubbly by Colbie Caillat. I am feeling very good.