good things are hard to find.

I have a very good feeling about the next few months. so okay, I haven't really gone searching for a job yet. my exams will end tomorrow, and I'm moving out of my hall next week. a year has passed, and I worked so hard to get here. so I think I'll have a good time the next three months, whether or not I plan them well. it's time to live, just live, with my own friends in my own place where nobody can say I'm not balancing my life well enough, and tell me to spend lesser time with this person or that person and that I should be behaving more responsibly instead. I think I did well this school year and I am just going to take this long break and spoil myself madly.

I haven't gone shopping in a month, I haven't even window-shopped in more than that. lately the only thing I do during the weekends is study with my boyfriend, and have supper with my family. on weekdays it's either meetings, presentations, brief lunches and dinners with friends and editing the school paper. I am fucking excited about my school holidays, though I'm trying to not build it up so much lest I get really disappointed in the end and get stuck at home for forever playing around with Photoshop like I did the last time (seriously. I am lame). oh but I am definitely looking forward to the two camps, and JB trips, shopping trips, sleepovers, blading, cycling at Ubin, and stuffing myself at Simpang. hehe! I can feel myself beaming already.