in darkness this is all I see

I miss moments like these. I'm sitting on the corner of my bed because Torek is sleeping on it. Nab is on her bed reading my book. the other two girls don't know we skipped class, hehe. it's raining outside. yesterday all of us came home at 2am because we were doing work. I wasn't scared at all when we walked back because these girls, they give me security. today's a beautiful day.

I like knowing I recognise almost everyone in school. it makes school feel like home when home is too far away. I don't like having lunches in the big canteens or at NIE, because it makes me feel small in such a vast school. but SCI? SCI is small and cozy and wacky at times. I'd rather buy food from our humble vending machine than be at those packed canteens filled with engineering people. it's like we don't fit in, maybe cos we don't want to, or maybe we're just really different.

I'm okay with being different.

tonight I'm having dinner at KFC! with the only boy who will stand by me. okay I might be wrong maybe he's not the only one but I'd pick him over anyone anytime =D