who saved the world today?
it's always easy to judge when you don't understand. or when you've been feeling too damn good lately to check if it's really possible to see the glass half-empty. of course it's possible- we just don't want to see it. we'd rather tell ourselves it's half-full and that we don't need that much water anyway.
I've been having good days. they're longer and better, and end on nice notes. not exactly spectacular or out-of-this-world, but I could do without the two. my mother is constantly asking about Rizan and whether I am going out with him each time she sees me...going out. and then when I tell her he's busy preparing for his exams, she looks disappointed. sometimes she looks like she misses him, too.
it is weird. I'm hoping I'm just being too observant that I'm seeing something that's not really there.
yesterday after spending alot on clothes that would make us pretty my best friend and I bumped into an old schoolmate. it was also weird seeing him, because I've never spoken to this schoolmate anything more than three times between 2005 and 2006, but there we were yesterday, on the train, talking like we really cared what's going on with each other's lives. I know he was just making small-talk. so was I. maybe being on the same train is the same as being in the same lift- you need to exchange a few words before the air got too awkward. I kinda wish we hadn't met yesterday, but then again if we hadn't my best friend and I wouldn't have gotten good seats (he gave his up for us, that gentleman.)
oh and this is the part where I say SOFI IF YOU'RE READING THIS, QUIT BUMPING INTO ME IT IS FREAKING ME OUT!!
well I was kidding about the second last and last part. so basically I'm just saying SOFI IF YOU'RE READING THIS...hello =] and hope to see you again. it's always nice meeting up with an old friend.
