I don't know. How to say. How I feel.
yet sometimes I think I do. I know tonight I feel at ease with my life, the way it's been.
things have been picking up really well. I realise on occasions I am down and out, but it's really the good times I have with friends that really pick me right up. unexpected company in my room, I've decided, will always be a good thing. I like opening my eyes after a nap to see my girls staring down at me in my room, after creeping in slowly to not wake me up abruptly. God they're so quirky, every single one of them. it's the way Fahi sings her songs with an umbrella, the way Nadia cocks her head when she's telling us stories about Powell or anyone for that matter. it's the way my own roomie, someone I admit whom I've never really gotten to know before this, does her spontaneous dances to reveal how comfortable she is in private. it's how Sal can suddenly burst in an extremely accurate Chinese accent and speak that way for 2 minutes. it's the way John the Rachel looks at us with a mad grin and says 'I love TP people...THIS REMINDS ME OF A CHEER' and starts doing some TPJC cheer I've long forgotten about. it's also how some weird, funny girl named Jinli suddenly appeared out of nowhere and became one of my closest friends in school.
anyway, I'm not sure if this is good or bad, but everytime I watch Grey's Anatomy, I always feel like running to Rizan and rummage his hair, give him a nice big hug. incidentally today is our 7th month. we've been having really good months lately, and hey here's to more of those, you sexy thing =]
