how to be alive.

I just realised I haven't been writing much here. the week I thought would be most trying has ended, and today is finally Sunday. Dad offered to send me all the way back to Jurong Island but I've declined, because to be honest I enjoy that train ride back there, all 60 minutes of it. plus and minus.

all I'd like to mention is that, thank God, my friend is alright. paid a visit to the hospital on Saturday to see someone whom I haven't met in a few months now. I've missed her all this while, but unfortunatly for me, I have a knack for keeping myself busy and therefore unavailable. I'm abit disappointed with myself for using her illness as a motivation to do something about my friendship with her. but I know I love her all the same, and hopefully she still loves me too. anyway, I trust she'll be getting back on her own two feet in no time.

on Friday night I had the usual dinner at Simpang with my two best and oldest friends. I had no idea I was this bent on furiously gossipping and exchanging stories. was also nice to have someone drop by and join us for awhile, haha babe you know who you are. it's times like these that tell me eventhough I've grown, I'm still the same. I love Nora and Alawiyah with all my heart.

okay, so we're down to the last week. then I can truly let go for a few days, and really REALLY have fun with my new friends.