the malignant shrew speaks up.

I wonder why it's so hard for me to take things as they are. when it's going well, I see it as going too well. for now I'm worried about motives and intentions, wondering why people do what they do, and whether anyone else is seeing them the way I do. I don't live in a bubble- it is obvious that whatever happens, I will be affected, like it or not.

you are malicious. you do not think about others- you are selfish, too. in your eyes you are perfect, you will always be right. no one in your group of friends has the courage to stand up to you because you have blinded them with your own declarations of what is fair and sane.

in other words inane and farcical, if you could allow me to butt in.

my dejected self has nothing to do with this. this is not the incessant ramblings of a little girl, where pouting lips would work. even if I were stronger and more emotionally stable, rest assured I'd be able to point out the same thing. are these judicious remarks unfair, is this just a case of the pot calling the kettle black? please I know exactly who I am, if I don't then at least I know who I'm not. I'm sorry I cannot stand you and your entire clan of worshippers who laud your uncustomary beliefs. someone needs to let them know they're barking up the wrong tree.