happy tired sighs.

let's not jinx myself and say the interview and writing test yesterday were easy. let's say I did my best, that I had fun because I made new friends, that I'm glad because although I was the only Malay girl there, I didn't spot any snotty kids from any branded jcs. there were kids from branded jcs, just that they weren't snotty. aren't things like that nice to discover?

at first when she announced they've arranged group interviews for us, I was abit confused because that didn't sound like a proper interview at all. perhaps that was the main intention, since the seniors kept on reminding us no pressure, no pressure. treat it like a discussion and a getting-to-know-one-another sort of session, they said. at the end of everything, this funny lecturer we got to talk to gave a wide smile and said well we really hope you'll consider us because we're sure we want you. I walked away feeling kinda blown away a man with a PhD would say anything close to that to me. I thought maybe things aren't so bad after all.
not really sure when I'll be hearing from them. if all else fails I've told myself to just accept FASS. I think it'll be great either way.

I told Amrita I missed school and at the lecture theatre I just turned to my side and blurted out to this girl that I missed lectures, too. looking back I realise it was a stupid way to start a conversation. oh well. at least I made the first move.

have to be back at work in a few hours. which is okay since tomorrow is 1st May and it's a holiday! and another holiday the week after that! talking politics with my boyfriend almost everytime we meet has made me less ignorant. now I have an opinion about those men in white- as much as I think they're bloody efficient, I kinda hope they'd one day stain their clean pants or something.