I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time.

good time to be updating. I realised now that I'm older, hoho, I haven't had the urge to say much in here. firstly thanks to everyone for their well wishes, especially to those whom I didn't expect to remember at all. to my friends who organised a surprise party for me, thank you so much for waiting for me to change, so I wouldn't appear at my own party in my boxers and PE t-shirt. what are friends for, right? last night over dinner at Sofra with my family, I got a gorgeous new limited edition watch and I'm so happy because it's so cool and now I won't even scream if my brother wants to wear my other one. or my other one. I am a loyal fan of big watches and shoes and notebooks, after all. and I've got a pair of Mango jeans! which will add nicely to my collection, and this time I can wear them, unlike previous purchases GOD my big ass must've been punishment for something I did while growing up. it's fair, it's fair.

to the person who said I am blessed- you couldn't have been more right. shame on me for thinking for a second this world has nothing for me. I have always been aware of how fortunate I am, to have come so far with so much, but when an outsider is the one pointing it out, I find myself wanting to believe it more and more. at this moment, there is nothing that I feel sorry about, I do not regret anything that I did or didn't do. I only hope I'll remain this way because I very much love the skin that I am in, and fuck care those who don't, aye?

I know this is very belated, but Happy 19th Birthday to me, may all my wishes come true, and if they don't then I guess I should give back my nice half-eaten cake. I love all of you, I do, I do, I do.