you make the knees of my bees weak.

I love Alanis Morissette. her songs are honest. whatever she says I'd foolishly believe. I love the way she can put all those words in an order where they make sense. she's incredibly talented I find. and I'm especially glad I bought her cds a few days ago. (say no to piracy!) (haha I kid.)

this week is gonna be very packed. I've got things to do and I just realised I still have space in my old notebook to fit in a few important dates. which just cheered me up so much because for all of last week I was like a naked mole-rat who could barely remember what she had planned to do the next day. drove me crazy.

can't wait for Dad's big birthday dinner on Saturday night. feeling kinna funny Mum reserved tables for 20, because we included my sister's boyfriend and Tricia. when she called us up to confirm I almost wanted to blurt out Hey what about me! then I realised I sure as hell wasn't gonna invite you-know-who because we're not 'there' yet.

I'm also very relieved I'm booked this week because a certain person has been breathing down my neck asking if I'd be interested to watch a movie with him. shan't disclose his identity here, but the girls will find out when I tell them soon enough. anyway he wants to watch Chronicles of Narnia and I'm like oh nooo I don't wanna watch that and he says okay let's watch something else and I'm thinking no it's not the movie it's just you.

isn't it hard to be honest sometimes? I mean really I could be all noble and tell him the truth (because going out with him has never been an option, since that would be just as noble) but that'd be too mean, even for me. and it's been going on for years and what do you do to someone who still doesn't get it? at times I get amused, because I'm thinking about how ironic this all is. I love irony! it's all very...stimulating. what's more amusing is that the guy's nice enough to think I've just been too busy instead of too uninterested in him.

there are funny people in this world. no wonder they made patience a virtue.

and I admit I can be an asshole of the grandest kind.