run, run before you're seen.

I dislike having to answer to their questions all the time. I wish you'd let me breathe. because this lifestyle of mine doesn't make space for people like you. I dislike that fact that I hesitate and have to feel guilty before actually running away. unlike other times, I don't need anyone to chase after me.

life gets really funny when you realise the ones you want are never the ones who want you back. it's never two-sided or equal is it.

SO yesterday was drama night and I thought the performance was superb. of course I would've preferred last year's show but that's a different story. [actually, it really is a different story hehehe] weet your timing was just perfect and since I don't know the other crew members I'll give you all the credit can! by the way amazing hair lah it's more gravity-defying than mine! oh I'm so proud of all the buttalkers I think we've come a long way. but I'm obviously digressing.

supper with them was good. I realise I don't mind being the odd one out because friends don't make you feel neglected since they're understanding like that. I actually liked being in such company because so long as you know where you stand in other people's lives, it's gonna take alot more before you start feeling insecure. and maybe I really have grown up and learnt to live in my new skin, cos I can't imagine having it any other way.

....actually I can but you see I always want what I know I can't have. will put that in a more serious entry.

[you must not make a plaything of the rain]