because to tell you the truth.
don't you wish you could have everything you wanted, just for awhile, just to let yourself believe when he says Life can be good to you.
don't you wish you could undo your mistakes and the messy history, take all those people back into your lives so you wouldn't have to worry about feeling lonely.
forget about the betrayals, the unforgivable mistakes you swore you'll always remember; who would you rather be at the end of the day-
the girl from the difficult past or the woman of an unknown future?
it's times like these when you're laughing out loud with friends that you realise one day in your lifetime you might end up not loving them anymore. you become a child and say it's okay because people come and go so the voice in your head asks is that why you didn't try to keep them for a little bit longer?
oh I know this answer I do I say you're scared I say you don't trust me anymore.
I wish I could get a second chance the way I always do, but with Life, it's different. I wish happiness didn't have to exist only in my head I want it to be out there where I can touch it and feel it and know that it's really
mine. because if it was tangible I know I'll never let go of it the way I let go of you. I want to stop having second thoughts beause they always spoil Moments I would've wanted to happen to me. I wish it wasn't so hard growing up I wish our lives weren't as painful as they're turning out to be.
the last words of a fool.
