wind me up, put me down, start me off and watch me go.
it's getting sickening waking up every day and realising you're the only one in the house. I have NO IDEA where the others are, and it's worrying because I have a feeling I might not actually care. don't get me wrong I love them I do [because what else can I say?] I just think it would be nice if they could stay around for a little bit longer.
pardon my miscalculations to friends; A levels are actually 20 weeks away, as of Monday. I don't know what I should be worrying about...the fact that I might not have time or that I'm not really worried in the first place. so you see either way I end up being nervous and will definitely, definitely hyperventilate. or worse...faint because I haven't been eating my pills and being anaemic is a pure c-h-o-r-e. in any case maybe I should imprison myself at home to prevent anymore injuries.
[in the midst of preparing for the exams I might have turned into a hyperchondriac.]
so yesterday was alright because I went back to school to
play watch softball. I miss my teammates and I'd like to do this again someday. maybe I'll even participate instead of sitting on the grass shouting names and taunting batters. when I get bored I tend to be annoying, okay?
got to know Nissa better, this senior whom I apparently resemble. [for the record we look so entirely different!] Hoey the apek thought I was her so he said something embarrassing only to be further embarrassed upon realising he was talking to the wrong girl. Eng Hock's birthday is next Monday, and I heard he's turning 127. Coke must've done him some justice after all. so anyway we're celebrating with the team and maybe it'll be a nice reunion for the seniors. though I have a feeling it'll only be one for the exco members who bother to turn up.
oh I've been listening to his song the past few days all thanks to Ammers. sometimes I get overboard and imagine he wrote it
just for me and slyly passed it around to his friends in the hope it'll eventually reach me. and then I'll get the message and tell him I love him and we live happily
ever after[how could you be so unkind
when you know I was never so?]
bah. I should be so lucky.
