are you telling me this is a sign?

I wish I had a longer attention span. It kills me knowing I want to study, but I don't have the maturity to sit down for a few hours and do real work. I don't blame the environment...I think I've done a pretty good job in keeping the desk tidy [oh it's much better now, nuu.] I have so much to get done by today but I've only completed half of it and aahhhhh this is really fucking me up.

I couldn't think of a better word.

So anyway will be meeting up with some old friends tomorrow and I really can't wait. =] Miss you all alot and I'm partly to blame for not making the effort to arrange for an earlier gathering.

I haven't called Dinosaur yet and I've been putting it on hold for five days now. He'll never forgive me. Maybe he trusts people too much or something. I just have that feeling I won't be returning his call at all. And not feel guilty about it.

I don't know about you but I've been losing all inspiration to come up with a good and solid entry. I don't really like talking about my mundane life here, day after day after day. Could this be a sign of burning out or did I never have that ability to come up with something better in the first place?

So yeah sorry Huan Geng, you're gonna have to settle for this for now. =]

[But lean a little bit closer, see
roses really smell like boo-hoo-hoo]