just follow through.

no matter how old you are, some things will never change. you can grow up and be different, live somewhere new, think other thoughts but there are just some things that will never, never change.

I thought today would be different. I woke up later than usual, I didn't eat my normal weekday breakfast. I read more than a chapter of this book I've been reading for a few days now. then a friend calls me and we talk- to be honest it was such a pleasant surprise, because I didn't think she would wanna call me up given the circumstances. at the end of the conversation, I received a message that said thanks faa you're the greatest and believe me that was all it took to make my day.

then here I am online, talking to my two best friends like we were 13 again. Mon always talks about tv shows on Mondays, and Fai is always talking about his soccer games and how he's winning every night. look at us I thought- we think we've seen it all, that we've become too old for the world but here we are drenched in so much...youth and candour that it's hard to not be high and silly. I have spent the last 6 years or more with these two, and it's taken me that long to finally admit the routine of my life involves them every single day. it has to, or it wouldn't feel the same at all.

tomorrow I'm hanging out with another bunch of friends. and we've picked up this annoying habit of planning what to wear and telling one another about it, because to be caught wearing the same colour would be a *gasps* fashion disaster.