the only reason why I'm keeping this job now is because of the money. no surprises, shit work sometimes pays well. it's very rewarding, and to be frank I'd rather get money than any other form of recognition or acknowledgement, like praises and special gifts. I don't need another silver-plated pen or a lame notebook, thank you very much.
it's taken me three weeks to realise (and admit!) the corporate world isn't for me. but I'll be staying for a few more months because I wanna save up for something important.
I want to travel in June. it doesn't matter how long, I'd just like to go out there and find out exactly how big this world is. this seems to be the only time to leave, because I'll soon be 19 and then I won't be a teenager anymore. and after that I wouldn't be able to get away with any form of frivolousness. I can't wait any longer, because I'm afraid if I do decide to travel only in my 20s, I'd be too jaded to find anything extremely beautiful, overtly magnificent or grandly sublime.
best to see it all now, when I've nothing to compare it to. an old friend and I have been talking about travelling together, because she wants to explore and I want a travel-partner, and it seems like a really good match. what makes it more interesting is that I haven't seen her in about a year, and we've only just recently started planning for the trip. she's the gung-ho and adventurous sort so it should be very, very chaotic.
but we need more people though. so if any of you aren't shy about meeting new people and love doing new things, just let me know we'll let you in. =]
if there are no takers then never mind I shall pitch a tent at Sentosa and live like a hermit.
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